sweat pants, hair tied, chilllen with no make up on.

Point out the obvious. Tell them my flaws. I could care less. Right now everything seems to be overwhelming and falling apart. Im not perfect, I make mistakes. You guys expect so much from me. This perfect life, this imperfect person. I can't keep up with it. I need someone. Just a friend. A friend who'd give me advice, listen to me vent, and just be there. Im not asking for a lover. Really, just a friend. That person who'd make me laugh when I didn't even feel like smiling. That somebody. Lately, I've kept my thoughts and opinions to myself. I don't like hurting others. I don't like making them feel bad either. Im a lover, not a hater. I just feel like no one seems to care for anyone but themselves these days. Its either your conceited or too modest. Both negative. I'd do anything to bring some people back into my life. You really don't know what you have until its gone. rip tatay, imy. Nothing seems to feel right. No one shows their inner self nowadays. Its always about doe, sex, and love. Its seems like there's always someone you need to impress. People deny it, but its true. Why can't we just all be ourselves? Its caused we get judged & discriminated. For example, im always happy. I tend to smile and laugh a lot. People always assume there's something wrong when im not. And usually, they're right. My attitude and appearance give people the wrong idea. The way I dress and talk doesn't explain anything about me. I've been checked for weed before. And no, I don't smoke. Never had and never will. I don't pop either. I think it's stupid and a waste of time. I like trying new things, but smoking & popping will never be one. Im probably not what you call a good girl, but I am wise. Good girls know their limits, but wise girls know they have none. I love going to parties and clubs but I also love staying home and chilllen with the fam. They're irreplaceable. Call me a nerd, I love books too. I bet you didn't know that. My priorities are perfectly straight. I follow this never taken dusty path. I like being me. I choose mind over matter. I learned not to mind since you probably will never matter. My style, my swag. Im honest. I've recently stopped caring about what other people think. Its time I do me, for me. I've got big dreams that im chasing. I've got real friends that im keeping. In this life, im fighting. Ugh, that bitch, im scrapen. Ohh shittt, you knooow =) my opinions, my words, my thoughts. keep up.